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Saturday, December 31, 2005

Great Year !!! 2005 ends

This year has been great in every aspect of the word for me..

I had a blast this year..
I did my first project ever
Build a great portal.. offline unfortunately
Summer of code happened
earned about 2 lakhs
Got my own PC

Found great friends
what more can I ask for

THANK YOU LORD... that is all i can say


Friday, November 04, 2005

Why did god make women so stupid?

This is the question that has been intriguing the mankind since ages and yet, no reasonable answer has been found.

Women- they seem to have a great care at picking clothes, costumes, perfumes and whatnot But when it comes to the most important choice of life... They seem to make the worst choice of their life... WHY?

Women - have no problem with teasing a guy to madness
But when the same guy gets serious.... They say it was never their intention to start with... WHAT THE FUCK??? GIVE ME A BREAK ... WILL YOU

I have seen this happen many a times that quite frankly I have lost my faith in LOVE and womenkind, I know its not fair to judge all the women based on some gals. But, Hey thats me.......

You may be wondering .. why I am all of a sudden pessimistic and talking about women being bitter and life being SO TOUGH n UNFORGIVING...

The past one month has shown me all the colors of life and what can life bring to a very normal person and how it can play with him...

I have touched the skies...
I have dived to the depths of my own self
I have walked the MOON
I have walked it all ALONE

I dont understand why destiny has to be so ruthless that it has to give you everything but what u long for the most....

Its not the gloom that has surrounded me thats talking here...But, its the part of me that has never had a chance to come out...

Okay, coming to topic of the day...


I make this rather bold claim(NOT NEW) because... I have seen so many great gals fall for guys who dont even deserve to spend a single second with them. But these women seem to have some kind of problem understanding this obvious fact and seem to falter at the most important choice of their life...


Wel, it gets worse... In the process, they piss off the ppl who really care, for their dream guy who infact is no more than a JACKASS and eventually DUMPS them...

I call them stupid for their great sense of choice and for their uncanny ability to not notice the obvious and that is why
OBVIOUS = OBLIVIOUS to women....

N what is the deal with this SOULMATE and STUFF?

I still cannot understand why ppl still live in STONE AGE and believe that in this "SOULMATE" n STUFF... Come on PPL, its 2005 ... WAKE UP .... WILL YOU

Believe it or not...
There are ppl, who still believe in some very crazy customs which would be rather STUPID for me to mention here....So, I am not gonna say it all here...


I have decided... that If something is meant to happen... Then it will HAPPEN no matter what.... so, IT AINT IN A HURRY


Thursday, November 03, 2005

Ecclesiastes Chapter 1:: THE FINAL TRUTH

Ecclesiastes 1

1 The words of the Preacher, the son of David, king in Jerusalem.
2 Vanity of vanities, says the Preacher, vanity of vanities! All is vanity.
3 What does man gain by all the toil at which he toils under the sun?
4 A generation goes, and a generation comes, but the earth remains for ever.
5 The sun rises and the sun goes down, and hastens to the place where it
6 The wind blows to the south, and goes round to the north; round and round
goes the wind, and on its circuits the wind returns.
7 All streams run to the sea, but the sea is not full; to the place where the
streams flow, there they flow again.
8 All things are full of weariness; a man cannot utter it; the eye is not
satisfied with seeing, nor the ear filled with hearing.
9 What has been is what will be, and what has been done is what will be done;
and there is nothing new under the sun.
10 Is there a thing of which it is said, "See, this is new"? It has been
already, in the ages before us.
11 There is no remembrance of former things, nor will there be any
remembrance of later things yet to happen among those who come after.
12 I the Preacher have been king over Israel in Jerusalem.
13 And I applied my mind to seek and to search out by wisdom all that is done
under heaven; it is an unhappy business that God has given to the sons of men
to be busy with.
14 I have seen everything that is done under the sun; and behold, all is
vanity and a striving after wind.
15 What is crooked cannot be made straight, and what is lacking cannot be
16 I said to myself, "I have acquired great wisdom, surpassing all who were
over Jerusalem before me; and my mind has had great experience of wisdom and
17 And I applied my mind to know wisdom and to know madness and folly. I
perceived that this also is but a striving after wind.
18 For in much wisdom is much vexation, and he who increases knowledge
increases sorrow.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

LIFE... The ULTIMATE TRUTH... well, my understanding

One moment,
It brings you all the joys,
the next
It breaks you into tears,

It can give the care that you need,

It can take away the friends n beloved,

It can make you RICH,

But can keep what you love out of REACH,

It isnt what it appears to be,

It Smiles at you for a while,

Can Smack you down at the end,

That is why, it is HARD to COMPREHEND

Fool is the one, who thinks its forever,

Fool is the one, who wants to master,

Fools are we, trying in vain

Lord, Make us wise, and save us from pain


Today, I felt like I am the only ZOMBIE in the whole god damn universe...

I felt like I am alive and still needed to convince myself to that truth.. reason... as usual UNKNOWN..

Its just that I suffer from some kind of psychological disease or just my mind is too much irritated with me that it wants to play a little stupid game with me...

Anyways, the thing is I felt strange among my own friends and my own world that I have been living with for the past 4 years.... Its so god damnn new and irritating to me... Y I DUNNO HAVE A FREAKING CLUE...

I am normally a very easy going guy... This time around.. I just could not take it anymore..

I just had to tell myself... JOHN.. GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE...

And Guess what... I DID... and for better

I took a BIKE (CBZ which I loveeeee) and rode it to VZA...
This is not my first ride on a bike but my first ever ride in that big a rain and I was riding as if I am running away from GODZILLA or as if the world is gonna end if I dont get my ass to vza in an hour..

So, it was basically A RIDE OF MY LIFE...


We had to face the rain right in the face and the rain is so god damn pouring that my eyes got freaking red for all the beating they took from the rain drops.

We crossed {vaagulu.. sorry no english words fits right in ...except for streams} and we raced with some ppl and WON...

I love it.... Now, BIKING IS MY PASSION... for a while ofcourse...

Anyways, u cannot totally understand my blabber if u cannot ride in rain...TRY IT... ITS SO GOD DAMN AWESOME....

//ppl who think I am full of crap... Guess what ... i dont give a shit

Sunday, October 16, 2005


I got the second cheque tooo... yayyyyy

One more good news...
i asked the google ppl if I can get hired and they asked to mail my resume to them...
Its not a job offer but Its a future interview offer
and that means I would have to go through the interview like any other guy... but would be given some kind of priority..

thats all

In a hurry, rest later

Friday, October 07, 2005

Note of Thanks... Yes for real!!

Readers Note:

This is a post that I really have been waiting to post and the content here is deeply touching to me as honestly feel this way.

So, here we go..

In the order I feel......

Thank You Jesus... Without you I wouldnt even exist

Thank You Mom and Dad..... For making me what I am.

Thank You Rodney............. For saving my soul


Thank You Peter................ For giving me the chance

Thank You Google.............. For the wonderful program

Thank You Chris..................For your hardwork

Thank You Natalie...............For your updates

Thank You James and Christopher... For you Help

Thank You Nathan ........... For your code


Thank You JVS............ or being there for me always.

Thank You Pavan.........For a friend U have truely been.

Thank You MahaLakshmi... For the support U have given.

Thank You Ramu....... For the occasional support

Thank You Team...........For believing in me

Thank You College........ For Nothing

Thank You Everyone, whom I didnt get a chance to thank

If ever.....

If ever I felt proud of myself, it is now,

If ever I felt my head high in the sky, it is now,

If ever I felt like flying, it is now,

If ever I felt great respect to someone, It is YOU...

If ever I felt grateful to someone, It is YOU...

If ever it hard to express what I feel, it is now,

If ever language seem so trivial, it is now...

Thank You RODNEY n Peter...

Saturday, January 22, 2005


just testing
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